The Secret Of Me

INFINITY is the first Senate event. Just like the name, "Inauguration for Increasing Unity", the main purpose of  Infinity is increasing the relationship among the FSMers. I was really anticipated this event before, i was sure the games would be very interesting...
But well nothing's perfect..

All of the participants were divided into 8 groups, with 6-7 members each. From the beginning i was not sure about my own group. I was in Red Team, with Ella as the leader. I am not very close with all of the members, The most closest person is Ella, next is Momo, and how about the other?? not at all.... well, i guessed i would have a little difficult moment to communicate with them. And yes it was.

And the day started...
Again, i didn't enjoy the way to Taman Bunga Nusantara. Something happened, that actually i was really mad for a moment. But i knew i had to control my emotion...
We arrived in Taman Bunga Nusantara... Whoa, there are so much flowers there... The flowers made a great atmosphere! I love flowers!
Every team had a mission there. We were given 10 photos, actually 11 with one as a bonus. What we have to do here is find the exact thing like the ones in the photos, and take a picture of them. We have a time limit for this game, i forgot how much time we had... hehehe... After some minutes plus some few photos, we still have about 5 pictures to go. We went around the park, and found nothing.. I didn't know whether it was only myself worrying about the time? Most of the members still walked, not run? But luckily, we got all the photos right before the time was over.
Then, we were ready for the next mission, the labyrinth! The labyrinth made my spirit grew up... kyaaa... When i was a child i kept dreaming of going in a huge labyrinth.. And the dream comes true.. LOL...
And the most interesting part is, we have to get the rival team's label to get points, beside collecting the flag and looking for the infinity ball inside the labyrinth. It mean that we would have to chase each other.. I was really excited! hahaha... It had been a long time, I didn't run nor chase someone.. But again, only a few of the participants looks very enthusiastic, the other didn't show any interest to this game, including my team members. They successfully tear my spirit away. I felt like i enjoyed this game by myself, I was having fun alone T.T. I had a moment when i was in labyrinth and was trying to find the right way. The silent atmosphere was destroyed by some voices that coming near... We had to keep our label safe, didn't we? Then i did a low-voice-of-scream and run. But my team members kept walking as usual.. Am i too childish??  Was i too influenced with korean variety show? In my mind, i was still thinking about chased and being chased. When we were in the center of the labyrinth, it was the time to look for the infinity ball which was hide somewhere... . Recently, I am a person that easily affected by my own mood. And the condition that time had turn down my mood. If i could draw the graphic of my mood that day, it would be very fluctuative. The other members didn't really search the ball, they thought of giving up. And that's why i was not interested in finding the ball again... We decided to give up and went out from that labyrinth. I was quite sad outside.. We wasted our time for nothing... Yeah it was a game, i don't care about winning, but what made me sad is the fact that i didn't really really "play"....
I love playing such this kind of game..
But the game was still fun.. Although it was not as fun as in my imagination. Hahaha....

I was kinda sleepy now.. Let me continue this later...
*to be continued :p