The Secret Of Me

Two weeks from now, I'll meet the final examinations... Huaaaa..... Afraid? yes..! I'll prepare it well right now.. hehehe... And I'm sure Jesus will help me..
And right after the exams week, the start of my long holiday (should be a very loooonnggg holiday)... But I've decided to take the SP ( semester pendek or short semester ). And I am very very very happy because Jesus allowed me to take SP this time. Why did I say "Jesus is allow me" ?
Last year I didn't take the SP. And this year, I might not take it again.. Why? All of because of money! Yeah... I can tell you the detail of my problem, sorry.. hehe...
But this year, He help me.. He give me everything I need, include the money for SP... Thanks God! Love Him so much... He always give us the best on the right time! Even though, He didn't give me last year..
But, I get many positive things for the "delayed SP last year". Since the first semester, I had not taken a class by myself. I had all my Math classmate with me in all of my classes... And I think it makes me a little bit spoiled.. Yeah, I waited for them arrange the schedule, and just follow what they have chosen.. That's what I had done for this long time... hahaha....
And because I didn't take SP, I have to take the class, which they have taken in SP, in my regular semester, ALONE....! I have to arrange all by myself... Ask the schedule and classroom, I did it myself (the first time @ UPH) wkwkwkwk..... And I have to find "friend" in my class... I can be alone for the whole time in class, of course, even I'm shy and quiet, I need to talk... :D And the important one is, I have to find the right group for doing the projects... Because of the "aloneness", I get more friends... I learn to make a new relationship with others.. I learn to communicate with them... I learn to work together with them... I have learned many things!!!
So, in every condition that happened in your life, you can always find the good-positive things... Maybe you didn't realize it, but I think everything that has happened was the best for you from HIM... ^^

SP... SP... SP... I'm coming now... hahaha... Go away the "laziness"...! I need to take this SP... bye 3 months of holiday... ( Whereas I have plan so many things to do in my holiday ... T.T ) I won't throw away this rare chance... ^^ ....